& I ♥ Love The Amusement Park

20090822Y

I try to put on a face & cover my heart

school's going to start on monday :( and im going to SAA to furthur my studies in accounting & finance. suddenly im not looking forward to school becos i knw no one there at all :( it's like going to a very very foreign place. was very very sad tht i didnt managed to get a place in ntu :( but ohwells, perhaps every single thing is like fated and i suddenly rem one thing tht my friend mentioned ystd. whn you have an A it somehowhelps you to get into somewhere but whn you have an E you're out. i knw wht you mean.. i guess this is wht reality is.. so harsh.. tough.. i hope this is a right route to go.. and i hope il make some friends..

went out with my parents tday and had lunch and dinner at amk hub! it's like a one day tour at amk hub. HAHA

i dreamt of romeo a few days ago..
i dont knw why, but dreams dont come true yea
dont wanta write much abt him cos i think i gotta move out of this.

im looking forward to eating the porridge at hougang tmr :D

YAY.

11:11 PM

20090708Y

HOW HOW HOW!!!!!

woke up at one tday.. hahah, oops. i want to eat my carrot cake frm the market :( dont knw wht to do at home, felt bored thn i saw mel's msg to ask me to meet earlier on friday.. thn we decided to catch ghost of girlfriends past! haha the movie is out for so long yet we haven watch it. haha. it was good! haha. went to ntuc to buy some groceries for friday! whoohooo~ cant wait.... LOL. friday is gonna be fun! heh.

these two days ive been emailing the prof, but things doesnt seems to be very promising. the prof states tht the decision was made above the school lvl and above wht he can do :( OMG. how someone pls tell me how. i feel so lost in my world. totally. i really need to get a place there badly.. pray hard, harder................. please take me in................. i hope the letter of acceptance would come soon!!! real soon!!! i want my chemistry...........

hurhur, i miss you (i just felt like typing)
but i dont knw who i miss. haha

11:20 PM

20090705Y

hot sat night! haha

went out with melaine becos we're so bored at home!!!! we went town, to coach to check the stuff out and apparently there's nothing much, as in nothing caught my eye. we head to taka to shop ard and we saw like alot of stuff! bought a new pencil case! mel bought the same too! hi5! haha

we headed to kinokuniya and wanted to try the automatic sharpener but apparetly out plan failed as there's not battery provided in the sharpener and the shop assistance states tht it's not supposed to be tested. hurhur. but we discovered good highlighters!!! mel got the last set so i guess i shall go and get it too the next time round.

but our main aim is to go accessorize to check it out as pohjing say tht there's big sales esp at raffles city! so we headed to cityhal! but there's nothing much to buy eh. there's some things i like like the flip flops but i think ive way too many alr. and some headbands butthey're not on sale! sigh too bad! oh we met chewlin at raffles city! haha. thn we had newyork for dinner! and how can i miss my coke float? haha. we thn headed down to suntec to see lok tan! haha mel turned one chop (tinklebell) how can she not turn right! thanks to myself! haha helped her to see which is the next ball coming out! hahah!!

went home, ive received my rejection appeal letter frm ntu :( omg. i really dont knw wht shld i do but sent an email to the prof, typed and sent out another appeal letter. im like dying to go into ntu. it's somewhere i really wanted to go! how :( DEAR GOD, PLEASE HELP ME TO GO THROUGH THIS OBSTACLE AND PLACE ME SMOOTHLY INTO THE UNIVERISTY. AMEN i can feel tht my heart is breaking up, it's breaking into pieces yet ive not given it up. no matter wht happens, il fight my way through find all means to get into ntu.

showered, went out to stjames wit my sis. all my friends ps me last min luh :( like wth. but there's nothing i can do. drank so much alcohol. felt tht my stomach is full of alcohol till the extent tht i couldnt drink anymore even if i want to. met minling there! haha didnt knw tht she goes to club too! hahahhaa went to have macs after drinking. was alr feeling very uncomfortable. thn i thot eating macs would feel better esp wit the hot tea cos i was initially feeling hungry before drinking. but i didnt expect myself to vomit whn i reach home. hurhur. it was so bad tht i vomit all my breakfast out. sigh. drank rtp water.. then vomit agn... thn i drank warm water.. thn vomit till i felt like dying.. LOL. called my sis but no response.. thn i drank some warm water, bathe thn go to bed and it's alr 7am.

haha wht a day.

1:39 PM

20090701Y

yay! finally the first day of freedom! i dont need to go back to work anymore! woot~ went out with melanie, jaime and neng! we went to watch ICE AGE 3 in 3D format :D whoohooo!

thn we went to cine to find my lok tan.. and i turned this!

this handphone chane is kind of ex luh i think. it's S$3 each and yet i turned 2!! lucky me, ive got the nice ones. LOL. melanie turned 4, 3pile of shit (the third one frm the left in the strip) and one macaron(white) and jaime turned 2, one pile of shit and one rasberry cake(second one frm the right in the strip) hahaha & neng dont turn -.-

we walked ard in town.. and apparently i saw fiona (someone i knw frm chc) was glad to hear tht she's studying in poly now :) heh. so we continued walking ard... whoohooo... but there's nothing much to buy.. soon, jaime went off to meet her mom and not long after, neng went off too..

here we are, left mel and i at wisma.. thn we felt a bit hungry.. so we went din tai feng for dinner! hahah we tried the chilli crab xiao long bao but it's not tht tasty. hurhur. we stil prefer our traditional XIAO LONG BAO!!! hahaha

so tired~ goodnights!

11:18 PM

20090630Y

my last day~

it's my last day at office tday. i somehow cant bear to leave :X even thou sometimes get scolded by jensen (CRY~~) said by all the collegues (i knw they're joking) afterall, ive been working there for 6mths! (so fast) time flies..

GIFT frm all of them

my last words tht i didnt say tht time;

i really wanta thank you all for being there for my during tough times. i really learn alot at HSBC. even though i feel so terribly sad tht jensen scolded me tht time but i feel tht it's a learning point for me. such as being more cautious in my own work and check every particular thing, making sure that it is right before passing it to the officer. or giving instructions, be specific and dont do the job twice. ive learnt to be more independent luh, not depending so much on others (even thoug i depend alot on you all.. haha..) i always look forward to working everyday (even thou im always late) becos of the collegues there, the fun and entertainment you all gave. hehe. anyway, thankyou very much! really had a great time at HSBC :D and i will miss working :X haha!

i opened the present at home! hehe

GIFT frm Hazel

CARD~! made by neng

wit all their last words for me~

omg, it's hello kitty. thanks everyone~
it's been great :D we will still go out to watch movie!

didnt expect myself to get a great good friend while working at HSBC. and who's the good friend? MELANIE of cos! haha wil go out wit her very very often! whooohoooo~

went out wit steph to make neng's card at "made with love" at PS. they really have nice things but it's damn ex luh! lol. and thn we bought neng s$50 capital land voucher cos we dont knw wht to buy for her.. but it's really fun out wit steph! hehe

11:49 PM

20090628Y

baking session wit bestfriend!

went to bestfriend house to bake! haha fun lah, totally. firstly we went to ntuc to buy some baking materials.. like plain flour.. butter.. etc..

how to bake cookies?!?!?!

we used plain flour, icing sugar, egg, butter, strawberry & vanilla esscence, and red colouring.

messy mixing!!

mould the shape!

place it nicely!

bake bake bake! (in the oven)

one last tray! (see the difference in colour?)

pretty!

my last piece of ART!!

& there's alot!

pic of US! (i cant flip the pic! lousy!!!! hurhur)

had so much fun baking! hahaha al these are for hers and my collegues. hope they will like it!

ive just finish wrapping them.. gonna pass it to them on my last day..

im so tired for the day! time to sleep! goodnight!

11:19 PM

buy presents~

went out wit elaine to get presents for my collegues ystd. bought cups for siaoyan and sharon, Wii sweet dispenser for jensen and some precious moments magnets for the rest of them. oh oh, and not forgetting i bought mel's bday present :D

thn we went to swensens for dinner!! whooo~~

I had chicken and elaine had fish and chips. yummy.

& last night my sis brought me to stjames! didnt knw it was so so fun lah. hehe would love to go agn :P hahaha but not too often :) fun fun! haha

k i better get going for lunch wit my parents and head to bestfriend house to bake cookies!

12:02 PM